I still feel unsteady, unsure of myself, uncertain of the future.
Some days, I feel strong and brave; on others, I feel very small.
Outside, I look the same. Inside, I am very different.
It is my birthday this month. I will move up an age group; into the next tick box on surveys. I feel old but age has never bothered me before.
I am very focused on family. I love my husband and daughter so much. I had pictured myself with a clutch of children but now I don't know if I will have any more. I feel as though I can't move on with my life until I have worked this out but it's complicated.
When the human touch is what I need, what I need is you...
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